Tuesday, October 31, 2006,1:45 PM
你的爱比一个大城市的人还多
也能容下任性的我
偶尔小小的错就让这样一崇波
磨擦属回忆的泡沫
是我对你认识太少
还是我自己想得太多
最爱你的是我
否则你怎么要我
否则我怎么可能赴汤蹈火
你说什么都错
你最爱的是我
还以为差一点走火
却带来属于我两个的烟火
美得我没话说
finally 1 more day gone.
finally meeting
her tmr.
finally 1 presentation going to be done on thurs.
finally meeting
her and the others on fri.
finally working again on sat.
cant wait 4 the wk to end.
looking at the pile of undone readings on my table, and the knowledge that there will be much much more to come, i wish i was dead. sigh.
wateva.
Monday, October 30, 2006,8:15 PM
there goes my free mon.
spent slacking at home, exploring a big temple, and doing abit of readings. sigh.
took a long bus journey to the temple n bk, while listening to my mp3.
tot of sum stuff.
realised that pple these days are getting too............generalised?
i cant seem to find a word to replace it.
its getting easier to 'dai guo' anything dat u dun wanna explain further.
1 simple word u use, could actually mean a whole sequence of events.
is dat supposed to be gd for the receiver or wat?
"Slacking", could actually mean watching tv+eating supper+going on msn+chatting on the fone all at the same time.
similarly, "harmless fun" could also mean clubbing+chatting up a stranger+sexy dancing+getting her no+a nite tog in a hotel rm+deleting her no upon leaving the next morning.
pretty harmless huh?
too general? or too evasive?
too lazy to explain? or juz cant be bothered?
only the speaker really knows their intentions.
another thing dat made me wonder.
when u say "wo de yan guang hen hao de hor!", are u complimenting urself or ur partner more?
hmmz.
similarly, when ur partner says "wah, ni de yao qiu hao gao ah!", who gets the praise?
shrugz.
sit in a bus for too long alone is like dat.
u tend to tink of dumb stuff. lol.
i dunno why when i stepped into the temple juz now, i have an urge to put my palms tog and greet every monk i walked past.
and when i wanted to ask any of them a ques, i was thinking inside my mind abt wat words to use and wat dialect, and the 1st words dat came in was "shi zu"???
i tink i watch too much gu zhuang xi liao. *shakes head*
ok enuff for now. no more inspiration le.
gotta crash abit of studying b4
she nags at me again. heh.
PS: the post above is not directed at any1 in particular. juz random tots. :)
Sunday, October 29, 2006,11:32 PM
i am gonna curse and swear till the time i get this post and the post b4 dis up.
,10:38 PM
phew, finally bk from work.
handled the cashiering all on my own.
but still dun understand why those customers like to come in waves.
1 period so empty, the next period flooded. diaoz.
was damn freaking tired, i can even doze off.
did a halfway check, and i saw the wrong figure for the credit card machine.
tot the mastercard receipts couldnt tally by $400+!
was so damn freaking scared i was nearly abt to cry man.
but a whole wave of customers came again, so muz act zai.
den when dat wave finally disappeared, went bk to finding out the prob.
consulted another more experienced colleague, and finally managed 2 find the prob.
all becoz of my cock-eyedness sia. urgh.
only managed to enjoy a few mins of relief, b4 the next wave of customers came again.
was damn glad when i finally got 2 go home sia.
but too bad tmr no work for me. :(
was kinda hungry on the way back, so when i rched pasir ris, went str8 to old chang kee to get my yummy curry puff n carrot cake!! :)
couldnt resist them, so the min i sat my butt down at the bus stop, 1st thing started chomping on my curry puff liao! :)
but ermz, i kinda forgot that the filling is kinda hot, so the roof of my jaw ended up saying "ouch"! heh.
but i still love my curry puff!! :)
the carrot cake was ok only lah, prob coz i was hungry so i chomped it down pretty fast too.
but halfway while chomping, i looked down at the plastic bag, and saw the amt of oil i was consuming, and got damn guilty le.
i will exercise 1 day.
maybe tmr if i m not gg out. cycle go buy bb tea. lol.
if not den....another day loh...heh...
Saturday, October 28, 2006,2:00 PM
urgh. stupid internet is making me pissed.
so damn bloody slow to load a page!
even after i logged on and off, and restarted the comp!
lucky msn no prob le, if not will curse n swear again. heh.
its been a long time since i am at home at this time on a sat.
starhub decided to cut cost, and cut down the no of cashiers to 1 per day.
so i m off 2dae! lol.
muz try 2 do more sales at rdshows le, if not no income!
so many things wanna buy, so much food wanna try, so many places wanna go. urgh.
so now i m at home waiting 4
her to get
her butt out of the hse to meet me. lol.
cheryl, if u r reading this, msg me which days u free next wk n the wk after leh, find 1 day we meet for a meal to celebrate ur bdae. paiseh, couldnt go for the gathering again.
1 of the things i m gonna do when pay comes in, is go ktv!
ok, prob the next is go bowling. so dat makes it 2 things.
shall wait not-very-patiently. *drums fingers*
Friday, October 27, 2006,8:35 PM
hmmz finally managed to catch a short nap juz now.
feels gd man, haven slept properly for nearly a wk le.
and tmr i dun need to work, so its "pak-toh" day! lol.
but b4 dat, still gotta rush out 2 documents by 2nite. URGH.
why are uni fees sooo expensive???
den i can quit sch wout feeling so guilty liao loh. grrrr.
brought my fren into starhub to work, hoping she can do cashiering w me.
but in the end, looks like they wanna send her 2 learn sales instead. sigh.
oh well, we can always do sales tog lah. haha.
any1 else wanna do sales in starhub? :)
seriously, pple muz stop thinking dat the world revolves ard them.
coz it doesnt.
once important, doesnt mean ALWAYS important.
dun need to jump at EVERY SINGLE THING others say u noe?
when most of the time, all dat pple wanna do is juz be nice.
or rather, be NOT like u. :)
when other unrelated pple noe wat really happened, u might juz get laughter over the childishness of ur reactions to a "toddler-ized" thing, rather den agreement.
he bi ne?
juz let live, and let go lah.
if wat u wanna get across is dat u dun bother and give a shit abt dat person, den i tink dedicating slightly more den half of ur blog entry to her isnt helping.
seriously, pple ah, really "chi bao fan mei shi zuo" lah. tsk tsk.
PS: if by a single stroke of "matchstick" luck, the person whom i m toking abt above noes who she is, the person u scolded in ur blog is VERY FINE now. she doesnt see a need to "harrass" any1, so u can stop verbally harrassing her too, in all forms of the phrase. thx.
Thursday, October 26, 2006,12:32 PM
sigh, tiring day.
dragged myself out of bed half aslp.
and i actually got checked by a smrt staff dis morning!
after 10yrs of taking mrts!
he juz stopped me and demanded to check my backpack in front of so many pple.
so i juz act nonchalent and open my backpack let him chk loh.
kaoz, i was cursing and swearing inside man!
den reached sch, was so freaking tired dat i slept thru nearly the whole 1hr lec, b4 waking up 2 take a quiz, which sucks. urgh, better dun pull down the rest of my grades for this mod.
and i was happily eating my vegetarian rice (coz i tink did too much bad deeds le, so muz shu zhui. heh) and acting studious by doing tut, when 3 mosquitoes came to attack me all at once!
kaoz!! damn suay.
ran off the place after finishing lunch.
got another lec and 2 proj meetings scheduled for the day. sigh. kill me. i wanna go home. :(
Wednesday, October 25, 2006,11:02 AM
haha no guys, i m NOT playing truant again.
i am in sch hor.
juz dat not intending to go for the ever-boring malay studies tut, so decided to use comp while waiting for time to pass b4 i go meet
her.
and i tink cec is coming down to find me. lol.
and hor, i tink ce tian(this hongkong singer)'s songs are not bad.
if u all like canto songs, can go hear his songs.
ermz, ok maybe i m juz a LITTLE influenced by
her. lol.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006,8:35 PM
first and foremost, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHAR!!
oh man, i m so sry, i nearly forgot abt it.
hope u had a great time celebrating it there. :)
the end of the public hol is coming.
dat means 9am lesson starts tmr! urgh.
went for lunch w the jc gang at shik's hse.
was piled with food as usual, sambal cuttlefish, fried chicken wings, sambal goreng prawns, potato balls, curry veg, ketupat, curry chicken, beef rendang and lots of cakes and cookies!
lucky i cant stomach much, if not will grow fat ah!
after dat went starhub to acc a colleague for lunch, den slacked ard there while waiting for yiwei.
she was working 2dae oso, but we only exchanged 1 sentence for the whole time.
but the feeling of knowing
she is ard is still nice. no words need to be exchanged.
slacked awhile w yiwei and LS, den went bk for dinner.
mum shld be a little happier till next wk, coz i shld be coming home for dinner nearly every day. lol.
realised i get hungry faster these days. uhoh.
but i get full faster too. weird.
shall not be emo 2nite.
had more den my fair share last nite.
juz gonna wait for
her to come online. :)
Sunday, October 22, 2006,10:40 PM
finally i m home early!
after MOX on fri (which
she blogged abt on my behalf), went paulaners' with
her yest evening for
her usual gig-with-the-cute-bel.
but this time no beer for
her! but i still have my 0.3! heh.
stayed till 10pm, den went down selegie meet
her frenz.
thought we would juz stay awhile, but in the end stayed all the way till 2+ man!
lucky got joel to fetch me bk.
by the time i get to slp, its nearly 4am le, and gotta wake up at 8+ dis morning to work.wow.
managed to stay awake at work the whole day, was abit shorthanded, so did cashiering and sales tog! tiring man, only get to eat my dunch (dinner+lunch) at 5+ sia. but at least it kept me awake.
but after dat cannot take it liao, ard 7.30pm i juz 'pom' on the table and slp, den ard 7.50pm auto wake up to do closing. LOL. less den half an hr, closing done! could have ended earlier, if not for a stupid last-min customer. made my ICs damn pek chek. lol. shrugz.
bo pian. in need of $$. NOW. lol.
finally tmr is another '2-of-us-only' day.
although gotta wake up earlier to study (urgh!), but since its with
her, den nvm lah. heh.
juz pray we dun have to study the WHOLE day though.
want pte time! :p
ok, i sound childish. *rolls eyes*
going shik's house on tues for hari raya lunch as usual.
yay!! yummy food!! :)
hope i can work after dat.
double pay leh!!! aarrgghhh!! *crosses fingers n prays*
ok dats all for now.
too tired to be shi qing hua yi le.
Saturday, October 21, 2006,1:34 AM
Must be wondering why am I blogging at this hour, when usually my internet connection is being cut off by 11.45pm. Reason being simple. The owner of this entry belongs to
her.
This is
her.
She is here to help submitting an entry. Went to work for a Gala Dinner over at Vivo City in the evening and waitressing was extremely tiring
(can train arm muscles already!!), albeit the pay was not bad. *Grinz*
Headed down to MOX with
her (which is me la~~) together with some friends after work. Things were rather "fun" because
her (me again, duhz) friends were here as well, meeting
her friend's ex bf working there too.
She saw a mediacorp artiste whom
she can't be bothered and not going to name the male artiste
(I never say its Chen Hanwei hor!!) together with two of his other guy friends.
It has never been such an INTERESTING night before!!
She, as usual, was cool and calm about it, trying to fake around with these people.
Her alcoholic level has really worsen alot since the last trip down to DBLO.
She only had less than five sips of Screwdriver and that's about it. The following glass was just an orange juice on the rock.
As for me, I'm always strong and able to drink more than what I had today but was restricted by
her, sighz. But of cuz, I won't blame
her cuz
she always know what can and cannot be done at certain point of time. *Grinz X2*
Time to continue back on the phone if not
she wont be able to multi-task and
she will starts writing more rubbish in this entry.
Till Then,
Friday, October 20, 2006,11:16 AM
finally managed to finish the damn essay ard 2am last nite.
a whole load of bullshit crap.
if i flunk this module, its all my fucking fault.
blogskin changed.
chosen by
her.
coz
she say it looks cute and i look like bak chor mee? *shrugz*
finally its the end of the wk.
cant wait for tmr evening to come.
finally we get our 'pak-tor' nite!
free from work n disruptions.
juz us alone.
life shld be gd. :)
Wednesday, October 18, 2006,11:25 AM
urgh. everyting is fucking pissing me off 2dae.
i am fucking tired, and have to fucking drag myself to sch.
i have a fucking 2000 word essay due on fri and i dun even noe where to fucking start.
and my fucking blog has a stupid problem, and i wanted to change the blogskin to rectify it, only to realise the prob lies with the fucking tagboard.
and the sch comp i am using now is fucking slow and laggy and un-responsive AND pissing me off.
and i am so fucking sleepy, i dozed off awhile while doing my essay.
if not becoz my arms were numb, i prob wouldnt have woken up. sigh.
and i am so hungry, i dunno wat to eat.
juz kill me lah.
cant wait for the wk to end.
i need to work.
and i wan bb tea. :(
dun fault me on my past mistakes.
if i admitted its a mistake, i would have learnt from it.
dun like to dig up the past.
shall stop here b4 i shoot my mouth off again.
Thursday, October 12, 2006,10:24 PM
Damn. Was sick nearly the whole week. But still have to drag myself to sch in order not to let parents noe. Brought
her to fisherman village on wed nite. Took the same way I took to go home the day before. 852 from bb to yishun, 39 from yishun to pasir ris, and 403 into the park. Total journey was nearly 2hrs man! We were so damn hungry liao. But too bad lah, we both prefer buses den trains. Lol. Juz realized those stalls in fisherman village closed down le. So we juz sat by the sea at 1 of the tze char restaurants for dinner. 1 medium fried rice and 1 small black pepper beef, and we are damn stuffed. So lousy! But the music was nice, they played all the sweet love songs. Juz dat the stupid pub next to it had to interrupt with their Chinese songs, so we have to end up hearing a mix of eng AND chi songs. Diaoz. But still, it felt nice, juz sitting close to
her, our faces juz centimetres apart, looking at the sea, and crapping (ok, thx to the onions :p). ok, it always feels nice whenever
she is ard. :) but no, we didn’t do anything, in case u guys r wondering. Sadly, LOL. But we could only stay till 10, coz
she wanted to catch the train home. Irregardless of how many times I tell
her I will give
her $$ to take cab home instead. Urgh. Time passed freaking fast. Suddenly had a bout of separation blues again. Urgh. Forced myself to be rational. Got thru it eventually. After
she left. Its NOT supposed to feel dat way. Yet. Urgh. But
she was sweet. As always. :) ok enuff of
her for now, b4 I go on and on.
Gotta work with that arrogant guy dis sat again coz all the cashiers r not free. URGH. Hate egoistic guys who tink they noe everyting and try to tell me wat to do. Unless u r my boss, STAY OUT of my way. Ok, I admit, I m egoistic too. Heh.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006,1:03 PM
i tink i might juz be able to pose off as a west-sider le.
i am in the west prob longer den i am in the east.
no thx to NUS.
wanted to go JE popular to buy earphones after lesson juz now, so went cmt to take bus.
but when i saw 106 coming, my legs juz started walking up the bus.
only when i sat down den i realised the bus goes to bukit batok instead!
muz be dreaming of bb too often le. heh.
so i took the freaking cold bus to west mall, hoping to find earphones.
but half of the mall wasn't even open?
happily went up to popular, but guess wat, there were 4 signs at the entrance saying "Annual Stocktaking - this store will be closed on 11.10.06 for stocktaking and business will only resume at 3pm. Sorry for the inconvenience caused." suay.
so took a train bk to JE popular to get my earphones.
and only after i happily switch over to the new earphones and was gg bk towards cmt, den i realised i actually have another spare NEW set of earphones at home dat came with my mp3 player! SIGH.
and the bus i took bk to cmt took a freaking long route pass all the jurong factories and shipyards n blah.
lucky i have plenty of time to spare.
all these in a span of abt 2hrs.
and now i m hungry. lol.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006,9:58 PM
urgh. having flu sux. everyting oso cannot eat.
no bb tea, no fried stuff, no this no that.
she intro-ed me this new food at the supermkt juz now.
this canned topshell thing.
apparently,
she said it tastes like abalone.
but muz go with lime if not might be too fishy.
but my hse ran out of lime, so am juz eating it as it is.
honestly, its not bad.
juz dat its really not advisable to eat the whole can like dat on ur own.
maybe can toss it into salads or sumting?
coz it has this salty sea flavour. and a little bit of sand? lol.
but lazy me, am juz eating it str8 from the can. pure.
pray i dun get diarrhoea 2nite. heh.
cheap fake abaloney. $4 a can. :)
and mum juz came in and scolded me for eating this kind of thing. sigh.
finally my last tuition lesson for the yr has finished.
blood pressure wun rise anymore.
but most importantly, i hope she does well.
at least the parents wun tink dat i suck. urgh.
ermz juz received another bad news for the PL gang.
i have to work on all saturdays for Nov, so i might not be able to make it for the Nov gathering too.
unless u guys wanna reschedule it, or i join u all after work instead? heh. paiseh lah.
juz letting u all noe early.
and cheryl, dun wry, i will celebrate ur bdae w u de.
lastly,
PS: i love
you.
Monday, October 09, 2006,9:19 PM
woah. finally home early.
tiring wkend.
had fever and flu from last nite. damn suay.
juz when i m sick, i have cravings for fried chicken and fries. urgh.
watched WTC with
her juz now.
all i can say is, the show is freaking long!
dun watch it on a wkend, not worth it.
and got a damn early lesson tmr. double urgh.
but my student's mum was so nice to give me my pay 2dae, although my last lesson is tmr!
finally got $$ in my acc le! :)
dat student of mine better do well enuff for my subjects, if not spoil my reputation sia.
worked with
her for this whole wkend.
honestly speaking, 1st dae was abit weird.
coz we have to kp our r/s under wraps and pretend we r juz VERY NORMAL frenz.
n u guys noe my acting sux.
so the safest was not to tok to
her as much as possible.
dats in addition to working with a new fucking arrogant cashier.
the whole day went by damn slowly man. couldnt wait 4 it to end.
but after dat went out w
her and yiwei for drks.
den things got nicer. :)
2nd day was slightly better.
coz my partner was nice, so got pple to tok to.
tink got a lil 'high' after my coffee too. so was juz crapping ard. heh.
tokked to
her a lil more, but still had to kp a distance. *shrugz*
scooted off for supper right after work, only to have to bump into colleagues sitting juz right behind us! sigh.
so have to act summore till they left. urgh.
1st experience of working with ur other half.
now i noe why couples dun like to work in the same company.
not easy. not easy at all.
for me at least.
i wan, yet i dun wan. urgh.
guess if i was a guy, things would be much much simpler. sigh.
juz take it as another session of senseless ramblings.
Sunday, October 08, 2006,1:28 AM
woah, long n tiring day.
worked till 9+, den went drking n supper w frenz.
st james powerhse sux man.
reached cec's hse at 12+, and they r STILL playing mj, so came up to use the comp.
wondering wat time will they actually slp. lol.
and got work tmr! urgh.
shld have brot sum food to cec's hse. hungry!
but 2dae was ok, juz dat i was damn pissed off w the new guy cashier.
urgh. guys always tink they r so smart. urgh.
but was quite happy again after work. :)
i would much rather see
her after work, den during work. shrugz.
Thursday, October 05, 2006,10:22 PM
another freaking tiring day.
left my hp on sound mode when i went to slp last nite in case
she needs to get me urgently.
forgot abt murphy's law.
when i put my hp on silent, no1 msgs me.
when i put it to sound mode, msgs kp coming. except
hers. urgh.
so ended up slping, waking, slping, waking. sigh.
her frenz finally went bk to hk dis afternoon.
at least
she can finally have
her beauty slp le.
poor ger, didnt get to slp much these days.
finally tmr is fri.
juz a short 2hr briefing and i m off to play! :)
dis wkend working again.
sat shld be a pretty gd day.
coz
she is also working w me, and after work gg to ton w PL gang. :)
but am gonna be damn shag on sun. sigh.
you are still very much my dear silly pig. :)
Wednesday, October 04, 2006,8:48 PM
haven blogged for a few days coz was damn busy.
was working on sun, and
her frenz came over from hk on mon.
i tink we nearly covered the whole of sg le.
rented a car on mon, and we fetched them ard.
i swear i nvr driven so much in my life so far. lol.
yishun to my place to airport to kovan to toa payoh (and got lost) to nite safari to sembawang bk to nite safari to bukit timah to chomp chomp to kovan and finally bk to my place. wow.
tiring, but quite fun, if not becoz we got lost. urgh.
but at least
she is always there. :)
yest brought them to tour sentosa after returning the car.
i tink we nearly covered the whole of sentosa too.
esp the beaches. lol.
for 2 nites, think we both only slept a total of prob 8 hrs? sigh.
poor
her, 2nite still gotta brg them clubbing.
nearly fell aslp during tuition juz now while marking my student's compre.
i tink she see me poor thing when i asked her "do u wan to juz have 1hr 2nite den i brg forward the bal time to the next lesson?", and she said "yeah, i tink u shld end early 2dae, ur black eye rings r even bigger den mine." LOL.
so ended tuition earlier, wanted to juz come home and slp the whole nite, but still muz do research for project meeting tmr. urgh. bummer.
thank god they r leaving tmr le.
at least
she can finally get some quality rest.
tonning at cec's hse with ahbu and cheryl on sat nite for mj, coz abit guilty dat couldnt join them for the dinner gathering, so decided to come over after work loh.
even though the next day i m working again leh, u guys dun play till so late hor, if not i go slp 1st ah. heh.
i wanna eat mooncakes! mum finally bot the snowskin ones. got durian summore!
waiting to sink my teeth in it! :)
ok, better start my research b4 i cant slp again. *gone*
