Wednesday, May 30, 2007,5:16 PM
maybe its becoz i haven been to 1 in a long time,
but i juz realised interviews can be tiring.
esp if u go for 3 in a day.
with fitting covered shoes with raised platforms at the bk, and without a car.
now i cant wait to secure a job, so i dun have to go for interviews anymore.
and not to mention i have to spend ALOT of $$ to buy clothes and bag and stuff BEFORE i even earn anything. great.
Saturday, May 26, 2007,3:42 PM
exam results r out 2day.
i officially graduated.
but with class-less honours (or maybe not even honours).
it is 1 of my worst semester results.
i dun even qualify for 3rd class.
i dun even know wat to state my qualification as, in my resume.
i dread to see the disappointment on dad's face when he sees my degree scroll.
but i really tried to get thru 4 yrs.
i guess the next best thing i can do to make up 4 it is to earn $$ for them to spend.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007,9:07 PM
to all who r concerned, i m much better now.
thanx for all ur wishes.
went to cut hair at elias mall w mum juz now.
as i expected, she tried to interfere w my hair-cutting session again, but dis time i gave her no chance to.
so yeah, its bk to my style again. lol.
this is a pretty gd time to train up my discipline though.
forced myself to stay at home (ok, not that i have other choices), and stayed away from fried food and chocs AND bb tea.
tough work man. sigh.
and cheryl is tempting me w donut factory's donuts! lol.
next stop when i m 'released': chunky junior at tanjong pagar plaza :)
finally 1 mth has nearly passed.
cant wait to 'see' the world again.
was smiling to myself when i was walking to elias mall on my own juz now.
but of coz, had to remind myself to act cool, b4 all the vehicles passing by me tink i m mad.
once again, thanx to all those who came to visit me.
quote for the day: if u say u will do sumthing, make sure u do it. if not, dun even breathe a word abt it.
PS: since i haven found an answer to the prev ques, i will continue blogging in my food blog for now.
Sunday, May 20, 2007,10:50 PM
now i m starting to wonder, why do i blog in my food blog, when i can juz jolly well blog here.
and i tink there are prob more readers here den my food blog.
when i come up with an answer, den i will decide where to blog the next 2 food posts.
*shrugz*
i hope i can get bk my brain cells soon.
the proper ones, i mean.
i m starting to feel stupider day by day.
and i still need a good job SOON.
although i tink i will miss working in starhub, which i m already starting to.
,2:01 PM
i m finally starting to go out.
went sch to submit my dissertation on fri (although i was driven there n bk and dad was w me all the while), went ntuc w parents yest and went grandma hse juz now.
finally i start to see the world outside of my hse again.
gonna send dad off at airport on tues nite, and fetch him bk on sat nite.
so i guess, going shopping next sun shld be no prob.
i juz cant walk fast, cant walk long and cant walk under the sun...other den dat, no prob rite?
hahaha oh man, i cant wait.
although i admit i m still not as fit as b4 (i wun mention details here), but shopping dun need much energy rite??
lucky i m not those 'tai-tai' kind who will shop for hrs...i juz need a pair of shoes!! heh.
*counting down the days*
Thursday, May 17, 2007,7:58 PM
i asked myself many times, "wat exactly am i good at?"
i cant come up with a satisfactory answer.
not after 23yrs.
prob i dun qualify as a 'good-for-nothing', but i am prob 'not-good-in-anything'.
everytime i wonder, why do mum always give me and bro the best parts of the chicken, dad the breast and wing, and herself the leftover parts including the chicken feet?
i thought i will nvr really understand till i m in her position.
but now i do.
maybe she doesnt realise, but i know it everytime she does dat.
even b4 she starts dividing the chicken, i know.
but i juz still cant stop being pissed when she nags to much, bothers too much and asks too much.
i m juz not a perfect person.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007,3:04 PM
i miss the warm caring eyes behind the "cool" face.
i miss the nite u walked towards my bed with the look of anticipation and concern.
i miss the tender expression on ur face when u looked at my drip and held my fingers.
i miss the moment when ur eyes turned red, and i held ur fingers.
i guess, sumtimes i wish i could go bk to dat moment.
those 30mins.
wateva it is, i cant wait to get out of the house.
i cant even go out to buy sushi!
they shld have delivery service for sum dim sum shop or sakae w no min amt!
chant of the day: "i have to be understanding!"
感情是用来浏览 还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过的难忘
熬过了多久患难，湿了多少眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情代罪的羔羊
烛光照亮了晚餐，照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
感情需要人接班 接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫 漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
Sunday, May 13, 2007,6:41 PM
haven blogged for so long, suddenly have the urge to return to my random thoughts.
but when i m finally on this page, i m not too sure wat to say.
so pardon me if all u get to see are bits and pieces.
after spending a wk at home, and a few days in hospital, and now bk home again, only 1 type of feeling have been w me all these while.
loneliness.
dats the word.
i know alot of friends made the effort to come down and see me and kp me company for awhile, and i really appreciate dat alot, but wat i m toking abt is not physical loneliness.
its emotional loneliness.
but i guess i have to deal w it for the next couple of wks.
i really hope i can go philippines.
i tink the more medicine i take, the more irritated i get.
i hate popping pills to begin with.
and i dun understand why muz the doc make me take pills for gastric twice a day, specifically half an hr b4 meals, when i dun even have gastric to begin with!
if its only in the morn, i can understand, coz i eat very little in the morn and theres alot of pills to pop.
but i eat rather fully at nite!
and how the hell am i supposed to estimate half an hr b4 meal times!
dun pple juz eat whenever they r hungry??
isn't eating a SPONTANEOUS thing???
now everytime i m hungry, i have to pop dat pill 1st, DEN wait half an hr b4 i can really eat.
*rolls eyes*
on a lighter note, i have been wanting to try the Vinco donut shop at vivo for very long liao, and cec's blog juz revived my interest in it yet again!
its prob gonna make it to the top 10 of my must-eat list when i recover!
Saturday, May 12, 2007,5:00 PM
i m finally bk home.
doc said the oral antibiotics seemed to be working fine 4 me, so he finally let me go home to rest instead, but not without giving me A WHOLE BIG PKT OF MEDICINE!!
and i got MC aka not-supposed-to-go-out letter all the way till 26th! (do i need DAT long??)
so now i dunno whether i can go philippines w dad anot. bummer.
but even if i cant, i m STILL gonna request pkts of dried mango! (doc didnt say i got food restrictions mah)
but doc oso said, if i happen to have fever again, muz be admitted to hospital again immed. urgh. *crosses fingers*
so basically, wat i m supposed to do now, is rot, rot and rot.
and how do i NOT be fat? *shakes head*
Tuesday, May 08, 2007,11:56 PM
For all those who're reading this entry,
Rina has been admitted to CGH (Changi General Hospital) due to bad case of Pneumonia on 8th May, 440pm. For all those who wanna visit her, its' at Ward 48 (lobby C, 8th level), unit 24.
Or you can drop her an sms to see whether is there any changes in her Ward unit. Please do not call her, as she won't be able to answer your call due to her voice lost.
Thanks.
Her O.H.
