Monday, January 29, 2007,8:04 PM
its another mon.
went for the 1st measurement tutorial with dreaded feelings.
i tot its was another grpwork thing, where i have to start my whole "faking" session again.
dun get me wrong, i dun have anything against working with pple, juz not those in my fac. most of them anyway.
i will not get into details on wat i went thru these 4 years, but i m really glad to grad soon.
i m getting really tired of all these. really.
but on a lighter note, my tutor finally changed it to an individual tutorial.
which means 10% of my marks all lie in my hands.
i dunno if dats gd or bad.
met up w cec, ching n her gf for lunch at munchie monkeys.
haven seen ching 4 damn long man.
still as stylo as ever. lol.
tokked abt sum future stuff.
she plans to have a fake marriage when the need arises, den live with her real partner, and maybe her gay "husband's" partner too.
2 same-sex couples under the same roof.
sounds like an idea to me. LOL.
felt like a little gal on the way home.
slept the whole train journey from boon lay to pasir ris, head leaning against the glass partition, hugging my sch bag.
bot a kit-kat ice cream at pasir ris while waiting for the bus.and "sucked" water from my water bottle.
i dunno whether pple were looking at my ice cream or at me, but i dun care.
i haven had ice cream 4 quite sum time.
made me a little happier.
but made me have the feeling of juz disappearing into some ulu kampong, sitting facing the sea, and eating an ice cream cone. shrugz.
maybe i haven gone on a holiday for quite some time.
or maybe i juz need an occasional me-with-nature time.
i am not emo, juz tired.
or at least dats wat i choose to believe. :)
i shld start sending my resumes soon.
some of my peers already got a job b4 they even grad.
but honestly, i dunno if i m up to this.
spent my 4 yrs balancing on a thin fence btw success n failure.
but i definitely know one thing, judging by the way things are going now, i cant afford to fail.
to put it simply, i need a high paying job w a good future.
even if i have to die of stress becoz of it, i dun have a choice.
not until i can save enough $$ to do wat i REALLY wan.
so yeah, shall start praying hard i can secure a job, the earlier the better.
Saturday, January 27, 2007,1:00 PM
http://www.goodybooks.com/books_main.htm
the 4 books by this author is good. really.
read the excerpts of each chapter, and was so so tempted to buy the set of 4 books for juz $19.80!
unless u are those who dun really like sappy, touching stories with meanings behind them, take a look at it.
Thursday, January 25, 2007,10:23 PM
“Who are you thinking of now?”
“And if you’re still thinking of him/her two hours later, you’re in love."
"Love is a simple thing. It’s either you love, or you don’t. You can try everything, almost everything to prevent yourself from loving, but it all boils down to this: Either you love, or you don’t.”
The Magnet Theory
"You’re like the North Pole of a magnet bar, and ur partner is also like the North Pole of a magnet bar. There’s no way for both of you to be close together. There’s a force that’ll always push you both apart. This force is called the obstacle, like interest differences, communication problems and etc. However, if you put a metal bar in between, both you magnets will stick to it. And you’ll be close to each other. That metal bar dissolves the force that pushes both of you away. And that metal bar is what we called love.”
Wednesday, January 24, 2007,10:15 PM
| Your Love Element Is Earth |
In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.
You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.
Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.
You connect best with: Fire
Avoid: Wood
You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation |
,10:12 PM
hmmz...
| You Are a Retrospective Soul |
The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.
Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.
You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.
You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.
Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.
But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.
For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.
You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul |
,10:06 PM
LOL!
| You Should Be A Cancer |
What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous
What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand
In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection
In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support
Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure
Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood
You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese |
,9:55 PM
| The True You |
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.
You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out. |
Monday, January 22, 2007,9:43 PM
random stuff:
suddenly tot of a whole paragraph of stuff on love and relationships this afternoon.
wanted to blog it down, but was too tired.
next time den.
its supposed to be a special day 2dae, but in 2hrs and 2 mins time it will be gone.
and nothing special happened today.
i normally hate mondays, for obvious reasons.
was thinking a couple mins ago, "should i blog? wat should i say? do i even have anything to say?"
blogging might juz become a habit 1 day.
even if i have nothing to say, i will juz log in to type out some last-min churned-out words. like now.
went to carol's bdae party for a short while last wk.
and obviously, saw angel (for those who noe who she is).
and once again, she continues giving off that air-of-superiority look to me.
maybe becoz she thinks i will listen to her every word again.
but no. no longer.
mistakes cannot be repeated.
anyway i noe she wun be reading dis. :p
getting a little tired of working.
but i wun deny i still wan to continue working.
but will be working lesser, to make way for more impt things.
any working starhubbers wanna buy hp?? :)
enough of crap, back to youtube.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007,12:16 PM
manz, singaporeans are incorrigible sia! (of coz not all lah)
juz watched episode 5 of Girls Out Loud on youtube (which gave me alot of probs!)
and 1 segment was dat they set up an imaginary booth outside a shopping ctr (i tink its tiong bahru plaza, but doesnt matter), and pasted signs in front of it asking pple to queue to get a free gift, but nvr state wat free gift.
and wat happens after dat?
yeah u guys guessed it right, pple start queuing!
den when the hosts go ard asking the pple wat r they queuing for?
they either say "i dunno" or "for free gift loh"
and when they ask them wat free gift, none of them can answer.
when asked wat free gift they want to have, they can actually answer things like "anything oso can, as long its free, anything oso can" *faintz*
den when they enter the booth, they are given a chance to complain anything abt singapore or singaporeans *rolls eyes*
and basically, only 1 word to sum up their complains: SELF-CENTERED.
almost all the complains they made are to give themselves a better life.
with the exception of dumb stuff like plant more trees so we get more oxygen *rolls eyes again*
and summore dumb stuff like "i love singapore, i want to live in singapore till i die"
on national tv. pengz.
pray this prog wun get broadcasted overseas, if not damn 'throw face' sia.
and pray those foreigners wun wanna watch this prog on youtube, with a host dat is bimbotic-minus-beauty and dumb singaporeans. *shakes head*
so give me a reason i shld be proud of being a Singaporean?
ok enough complaining.
a hungry man is an angry man.
waiting for my fren to reply my msg so we can go eat. urgh.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007,12:45 PM
LOL!
| Your Lust Quotient: 47% |
You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it.
Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! |
,12:45 PM
weee! 1 of my fav flavours!
| You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream |
Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun.
You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things.
You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it!
You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream. |
Monday, January 15, 2007,10:32 PM
ermz, not very true loh.
| Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker |
Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)
You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.
Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life* |
,10:31 PM
| Your Birthdate: March 18 |
You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.
You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.
Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.
You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.
Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years
Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities
Your power color: Crimson red
Your power symbol: Snowflake
Your power month: September |
,10:26 PM
| You're an Passionate Kisser |
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
,10:07 PM
urgh. makes me look stupid.
| Your IQ Is 95 |
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Below Average |
,10:03 PM
LOL.
| Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage |
You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to! |
,9:55 PM
| How You Are In Love |
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
,9:53 PM
| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.
In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. |
,9:49 PM
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue. |
,9:43 PM
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
,9:38 PM
| You Are 68% Grown Up, 32% Kid |
Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. |
,9:30 PM
| Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect |
Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! |
,9:24 PM
so true.
| Never Date a Leo |
Dramatic, egotistical, and emotional - a Leo is way too high maintenance for you!
And forget about a quick fling with an alluring Leo. It's either everything or nothing with this sign!
Instead try dating: Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces, or Cancer |
,9:07 PM
damn, now its my turn to be sick.
fever+flu+sore throat+ulcer all in 1.
damn suay.
but managed to get thru 2 days of work without much mistakes.
gonna be another period of pill-popping again. urgh.
but the worse thing is not being able to eat my fav foods!
no fried stuff, spicy stuff, dried stuff. aarrggghh.
gg be in a PMS mood till i get my fav foods. hmph.
the OH is nice enough to come down to ihub on sat to acc me for lunch and bought 2 bottles of herbal drk and medicine for my ulcer.
came down again on sun w her fren to see my boss.
total time spent tog: half hr.
prob wun be seeing her till fri.
shld get used to it.
anyway, caught the play Forbidden Chestnuts:Portrait of a Brokeback Geisha at the Drama Centre last fri.
its by Hossan Leong and gang.
not bad, pretty funny.
students got 15% disc.
until 20th Jan i tink, so get ur tixs fast if u r interested.
can get more info at www.gatecrash.com.sg
Friday, January 12, 2007,1:10 PM
| Your Birthdate: March 18 |
For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.
In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.
You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month. |
,1:08 PM
| Pisces - Your Love Profile |
Your positive traits:
You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.
Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met.
You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.
Your negative traits:
You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.
It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.
You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.
Your ideal partner:
Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams
Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side
Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways
Your dating style:
Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.
Your seduction style:
Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual.
Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.
Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.
Tips for the future:
Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.
Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.
Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one..
Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green
Best day for a date: Friday |
,1:06 PM
| Your Values Profile |
Loyalty:
You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.
Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."
Generosity:
You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!
Humility:
You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them. |
,12:46 PM
its finally a fri.
the wk is finally coming to an end.
stupid ulcer is not making me any happier.
i m STILL chopping up my watermelon pieces.
gonna eat dim sum ltr, prob the baby way. :(
and watching a comedy play after dat, should cheer me up.
even if it doesnt, the person next to me will. :)
i m sry if i cant make it for this mth's gathering.
will try to make it for next mth's.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007,3:13 PM
finally managed to bid for the 2 extra mods i need.
not exactly my 1st-choice mods, but better den nothing.
and finally managed to tok to my supervisor for the 1st time.
was a close-call man, went to gatecrash his office yest, but he was not ard, so i was thinking "shit man, so suay", until i walked out of his office, and saw him gg into the toilet! so i juz waited outside for him to come out (yah, abit like a stalker i know, but bo pian), and ask to arrange a meeting with him. but gotta wait all the way till next wed coz he is a busy man! urgh.
and juz found out dat i actually have to hand in a final draft to him by the end of this mth, and a final unbound copy by 15th feb! judging by the amt of work he has, i m prob left to do EVERYTHING myself. urgh.
work aside, diarrhoea and headaches are pissing me off.
but worse of all is the stupid ulcer right on my gum!
becoz of that stupid thing, i can only either eat liquid/sick food like porridge or chop up my solid food machiam baby food like dat, becoz i cant open my mouth for more den 1cm wide?
and i have to end up tokking like jay chou oso (tok without opening mouth).
wat the hell.
so now i m eating chopped up curry puff.
Monday, January 08, 2007,1:29 PM
its yet another mon.
stayed at home to bid for my mods coz i missed the 1st rd on sat.
but the bloody server is down, and i have to wait till dunno when.
which means i will prob be left with only the shitty mods to take in order to grad.
hate it when such stupid stuff happens.
cant bloody NUS follow the normal sch procedure and ALLOCATE us the mods we need to take instead of making us fight with all the other pple juz in order to clear the requirement and get out of dat bloody sch?
wateva.
and dat professor of mine still refuses to reply my emails for 1 whole sem.
and when i try to gatecrash his office, he is not ard.
so professional.
which means i only left 4mths to complete my dissertation which is supposed to be for 1 yr.
and i haven started a single word on it.
juz great.
and i found out dat my dear parents opened my letter without my permission ONCE AGAIN.
and "guang ming zhen da" placed it on their dressing table.
if i didnt go in their room to watch tv, i wouldnt have known, and they prob wouldnt have said.
dun they have enough letters of their own to open?!
why come and disturb mine??
cant they juz bloody brg it up to my room or leave it downstairs UNOPENED?
urgh. pple are pissing me off.
i knew i m gonna have alot of things to clear dis sem.
but i really dunno how and where to start.
and i know i really need to get thru this fucking sem so dat my ears can get peace and quiet.
which also means getting thru all the "catfights" and "bitching" and blah.
but now i only know i m really tired. and grouchy.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007,9:08 PM
another full day of slacking at home.
tempted to go out and get bb tea in the noon, but was too lazy.
too absorbed in enjoying life.
woke up and realised maid went to office, so cooked maggie mee for brunch and spent 2hrs+ clearing up all my shows in the tape.
den went up to my rm and slacked on my bed with the 1st of the 4 romance novels i borrowed from lib days back.
hmmz, and this book has juz abt as much sexual content as romantic ones (not chosen on purpose hor).
so basically the whole afternoon was spent with my book, leftover tapioca chips, a pkt of dried mango and a cup of iced green tea. *grinz*
didnt realise it was lunar 15th until the OH told me, but by that time i already finished my maggie mee with fish, wantons and beefballs liao (oops), so went veg for dinner.
no meat at all!
haven done this for a long time liao.
the last time i went fully veg (and for 1mth+ somemore!) was in early 2005, for reasons i see no need to mention here.
wun say its desirable, but i tink twice a mth on the 1st and 15th is pretty gd, if i can rmb when r the days, dat is.
gonna be a busy day tmr running ard.
have to treasure my last few days of freedom, b4 i have to travel to and fro clementi again.
*sulks*
Tuesday, January 02, 2007,9:26 PM
broke my record again.
went cec's hse to play tong xiao mj w cheryl n the OH(other half).
lost alot man! urgh.
i tot cec's definition of "tong xiao" means play till abt 2/3am, den slp a few hrs.
little did i noe, by the time we finished, its nearly 7am man!
and i had to wake up at 9+ coz gg for k lunch the next morn.
so dats abt 2hrs of slp.
and i could see the "i so wish i can bash u up" face on the OH when i woke her up at 9.30.
oops.
went for a quick bfast, b4 meeting eve at cityhall.
she was late, so i ended up going to kbox to take the rm 1st.
well, ktv was.....ok, i guess.
after ktv, went home to try and catch a few winks b4 gg out for dinner w family.
minus the amt of time my hp woke me up, i napped abt 1hr+.
dat makes a total of 3hrs+ in 24hrs. woah.
gonna slack at home for the next 2 days liao.
$$ starting to deplete liao. heh.
and i guess, i wun get a chance to slack at home often when sch starts. *shrugz*
Monday, January 01, 2007,4:12 PM
woah, its 2007 now.
muz start to change the calendar in my brain liao.
was quite surprised when mum came up to me juz now with an ntuc bag and said "ger ah, i bot sum snacks for ur mj session 2nite"
i juz went "huh?" and took the bag.
she bot a big pkt of seaweed flavour potato chips and a pkt of dried mango.
dat moment i didnt noe how to react, so i juz thanked her and said "wow, i wan to leave the dried mango at home for myself!". lol.
its always a prob when pple suddenly start to treat me so nicely. even if its my mum.
and after dat, we watched this Fei Mao show on tv, which talks abt friendship and kinship n stuff.
was juz sitting there and thinking "is this show supposed to tell me sumthing?"
and mum kept asking me to eat this Xue Ha dessert she boiled.
overall, only 1 word, STONED.
prob due to lack of slp last nite.
hung up w her ard 3+, but i only really got to slp ard 6-7am, coz i vaguely remembered seeing the sun?
not even the 1 panadol i took hrs ago helped (ok, maybe 1 not enough).
gave her an afternoon call at 12.30 to wake her up, although i noe she prob will go bk to slp after dat. lol.
but i still had to go down for lunch after dat, so basically, 6-7hrs of slp?
gonna count on coffee and snacks to get me thru 2nite's mj session man. cant wait!
and dat pig STILL doesnt wanna leave her hse. lol.
