Sunday, May 14, 2006,10:22 PM
went to char's housewarming 2dae.
nice, clean hse.
played bridge, as usual, i always kenna scolding again.
sigh. game only mah. bleah.
juz realised i have a pretty high treshhold for unhappiness.
i seem to be able to kp most of my unhappiness within me, wout saying it out.
maybe its my ego at play.
gotta learn how 2 put it aside now.
u kp giving me hopes and crushing them over again.
i shld have been scared, i shld have backed out.
but theres still a part of me which refuses to let go.
stubbornly clinging on to the life buoy u occasionally throw to me.
hoping dat 1 day u might pick me up from the torrents, and bring me into ur ship.
~wo ku ku de deng dai, shi wei le ni ou er gei de ai~