Sunday, September 17, 2006,12:27 PM
watched "little man" yest, damn funnny show sia. lol.
next in line is "john tucker muz die"! :)
had a fucking headache last nite.
muz be due to gulping down alcohol too fast.
signs of getting old, urgh.
missed the younger days where it takes at least 10 hse pours to get me down.
*shrugz*
my mind was all filled with
you.
tossed and turned, shut and opened,
but
you juz refused to go away.
i am tired. of fighting against myself.
the distance i tried so hard to maintain is taking its toll.
its not even something i wanna do.
but i dun have a choice. do i?
i dun wanna fall too deep. not yet.
but i am scared i cant control myself for long.
i wish
you could help, but i dun tink dats possible.
juz be happy, dats all i ask.