Thursday, November 16, 2006,9:07 PM
juz finished the last quiz dis morn b4 the exams.
a mixture of relief, tiredness and fear.
i noe its too early to be saying this, but its hard to be a surviving adult in sg.
pple juz have so many expectations of u, dat even u urself is embedded in all those self-expectations. in all aspects.
in sch and work, i have to be hardworking, responsible, mature, cooperative, etc.
at home, i have to be a gd daughter, respectful, filial, etc.
and personally, i have to be a gd and loyal fren, mature and understanding gf, etc.
the list juz gets longer as i grow older.
but sumtimes, all i wan is juz to be a childish, pampered kid.
able to do anything i like with pple i love, anytime i wan.
but i guess, life will nvr be so nice.
solitary bus rides are mildly therapeutic.
they help u tink.
starting to get hooked on them.
things ard me are getting mad.
hp and mp3 are shutting off as and when they like.
and why does it always rain everytime i m nearly reaching home???
cant it wait till i m inside my hse??
urgh.
have been a hermit for a few days now.
other den sch, have been locking myself at home.
but all i do is lie on the bed and try to slp?
or go downstairs and find food?
guess i can only cram everything in me 1 wk b4 exams.
and fall sick after dat. lol.
