Tuesday, December 26, 2006,9:58 AM
had 1 of the worst christmas nites yest.
from young, christmas was always 1 of the festive seasons i will be looking forward to.
presents aside, its supposed to be a day where pple all ard me, regardless of whether we noe each other anot, are all smiling and having fun, sharing good food and drks.
but yest, none of dat came.
even a meal at ikea was packed w pple consisting of ugly singaporeans.
and the worst thing was having to face an i-dunno-wat-u-call-dat session from both of my parents. on christmas nite.
why cant pple juz fucking leave me alone to my own life?
was so pissed dat i skipped dinner and went str8 up to my rm when i came home, and stayed in there till dad make me go to his rm for another rd of "talks".
yah go ahead, blame me for everything.
my life is supposedly unhappy? my fault.
ur blood pressure increase? my fault.
u both worry juz becoz i come bk ltr den ur curfew? my fault.
any of u die early? my fault.
i dun bother to explain anything coz i dun see a need to? my fault.
wat else?
and when i finally get to return to my rm after dat, mum had to come in and start her whole round of "talks" again.
SERIOUSLY? all i wan is peace.
but none of them seems to get the hint.
dun make history repeat itself.
i am tired of it enough.
dun make me end up doing wat i dun wanna do.
ok, on a lighter note, i passed all my exams.
1 B+, 4 B-, but CAP 2.51 only.
but Starhub shld be saved from being blamed for bad results.