Thursday, December 14, 2006,8:59 AM
sigh, received another long email from mum again.
in deep financial problems.
and i m supposed to stay at home more often to lend my listening ears.
as always, i dunno wat to reply.
i wished i was working full-time now.
i noe i will miss the sch hols and the lax timetables, but i can deal w the stress, i noe i will.
i guess the only way to make them happy is to give them $$.
which is sumting i cant do as yet.
i dun even noe is it becoz i cant set my priorities right or dat i dun even noe wat i shld prioritize on.
had a few not so nice but dumb dreams last nite.
i dun even noe if they r considered dreams coz i still roughly rmb wat they r abt coz i didnt really slp well.
i noe the latest 1 was that i went swimming and i suddenly nearly drowned in the deep section coz my lungs suddenly gave way or sumting.
and i tink sum guy rescued me and sent me to the hospital.
so i was juz stuck there in a coma for days, my hp was on silent in my bag, unnoticed.
until
she left a msg on my tagboard asking if any1 noes where i have been, to contact her.
den cheryl called my hse, and my bro told her wat happen.
and whole pl gang and
her and the rest of them turned up at my hospital bed the next day.
and i still haven woke up.
until
she was tearing and said sumting to me, den i suddenly opened my eyes and moved my fingers.
yah, i noe very drama lah, i cant help it mah, it juz appeared in my mind lah.
and the story goes on... lol.
will be clubbing w
her at zouk ltr.
working at PS rdshow on fri.
and ihub on wkends.
cant wait 4 pay to come in.
and mum juz came in the rm and ask me to "fan xing fan xing yi xia, kan ni zhe zhong shen huo shi bu shi hao de, zhen tian bu zai jia..." kaoz.
urgh. not blogging anymore.
