Thursday, February 08, 2007,8:06 PM
i m gonna grad soon.
supposed to learn alot of lessons in my 4yrs in NUS Building, such as the following:
1)How to be fake.
2)How to act nice, when u dun really wanna be nice.
3)How to be numb to all the gossiping and backstabbing ard u.
4)How to be unfeeling at times when u r on the brink of breaking down.
5)Last but not least, how to always care for urself 1st, before u try to be nice and care for others, becoz dats how every1 is over there. and no1 will EVER give a damn abt u.
no wonder my dad told me 4yrs ago dat i m not suited for the corporate world.
maybe its too cruel for me.
even though i already knew dat the world was never nice to begin with.
but i guess, till now i still haven really learnt.
everytime without fail, nearing the pt of breaking down, my ego is always able to get me bk up again. becoz i refuse to believe dat ME, of all pple, will falter to myself. but now, my ego has been bruised, again. poor IT.
when i m at my weakest, at my end pt, actually all i need is u ard. physically.
even if its juz for a short moment, its gd enough.
but fate has it dat u will be so far away.
so i shall juz wait till tmr nite arrives.
