Tuesday, March 06, 2007,9:56 PM
juz had a sociology test dis morn.
and i tink i m gonna fail.
i juz realised i have another wave of deadlines coming up again.
eng test next wk, project rpt due on fri, project presentation on 14 mar, assignment due on 23 mar (i tink), another assignment somewhere in april and gdness knows wat else.
dats all i can rmb.
i need slp.
thurs is finally coming.
but most of the excitement seems to have worn off.
feeling neglected again.
but i know its not any1's fault.
i cant wait to work.
so dat i can be busy with something i like to do.
i juz advised a friend this: "if u wan to do something for someone, do it without expecting anything bk in return, becoz if u do, u will most likely be disappointed if you cant get wat u hoped for."
but i guess, its easier said den done.
pple say i dun care much.
i am frivalous, bo chap and throw everything at pple.
but no1 really knows why.
becoz i dun wan to be disappointed again, dats why.
sometimes the disappointment doesnt arise from others, it could juz be from urself.
i dun like to explain.
becoz it will only blur things further.
i m rather verbally retarded at times, remember?
i wanna go kampong-touring.
juz for a few hrs oso gd.
any1 wanna come along?
eyeing a day in bottle-tree village at yishun.
we can have seafood over there! :)
18 mar coming.
suddenly i dun feel like growing up so fast.
so many responsibilities and roles to play.
i cant be childish anymore.
i have to think about consequences, pple, blah blah.
can i work and earn $$ and open my cafe AND remain young?
