Sunday, May 13, 2007,6:41 PM
haven blogged for so long, suddenly have the urge to return to my random thoughts.
but when i m finally on this page, i m not too sure wat to say.
so pardon me if all u get to see are bits and pieces.
after spending a wk at home, and a few days in hospital, and now bk home again, only 1 type of feeling have been w me all these while.
loneliness.
dats the word.
i know alot of friends made the effort to come down and see me and kp me company for awhile, and i really appreciate dat alot, but wat i m toking abt is not physical loneliness.
its emotional loneliness.
but i guess i have to deal w it for the next couple of wks.
i really hope i can go philippines.
i tink the more medicine i take, the more irritated i get.
i hate popping pills to begin with.
and i dun understand why muz the doc make me take pills for gastric twice a day, specifically half an hr b4 meals, when i dun even have gastric to begin with!
if its only in the morn, i can understand, coz i eat very little in the morn and theres alot of pills to pop.
but i eat rather fully at nite!
and how the hell am i supposed to estimate half an hr b4 meal times!
dun pple juz eat whenever they r hungry??
isn't eating a SPONTANEOUS thing???
now everytime i m hungry, i have to pop dat pill 1st, DEN wait half an hr b4 i can really eat.
*rolls eyes*
on a lighter note, i have been wanting to try the Vinco donut shop at vivo for very long liao, and cec's blog juz revived my interest in it yet again!
its prob gonna make it to the top 10 of my must-eat list when i recover!