Monday, June 18, 2007,9:15 PM
finally starting work tmr.
but i ain't excited at all.
but afraid.
afraid that my colleagues wun like me.
afraid dat its gonna be a repeat of uni life.
afraid dat i cant handle office politics.
afraid dat i cant do my job well enough.
afraid dat i cant generate any interest in watever i m doing.
afraid dat my boss will scold me.
afraid dat pple will tink i m dumb.
and the list goes on.
but its reality, and i cant change it.
nobody will understand anyway.
so its juz me against the rest.
i wish i m still in starhub.
my comfort zone.
on a happier note, all the docs gave me a clean bill of health and discharged me.
now i m hoping parents will loosen their hold on me and STOP nagging on n on.
