Monday, July 09, 2007,8:17 PM
its scary when u realise dat only 1 person can make u cry buckets out of the blue, and only dat same person can make u smile after dat.
as i've said, dependency is an unavoidable sin.
every1 will have to be dependent on at least 1 other person either physically, emotionally, mentally or any combinations of the above.
sad.
some pple tink its not a bad thing though.
at least u dun haven to bear the burden of everything on ur own.
but have u ever thought dat the person u r dependent on might have to bear YOUR burden in addition to their own?
some pple are perfectly fine with it, esp if its from pple who are impt to them, but i m sure there are others who are not.
but u will never know, if u never asked and they never said.
have never cried so much in a span of a few hrs for a long time.
at least as long as i can remember.
like a punctured tap. *shakes head*
but nothing much came out of it.
i juz got tired and fell aslp.
and woke up and started again.
and fell aslp again.
boring.
i wish i could be perfect, but i juz get further and further away from it.
