Thursday, November 08, 2007,3:01 PM
today:
happily told parents abt my decision to take up their suggestion (for once) and get a full-time job and do this part-time instead so dat i can have a stable pay. thought i will get sum encouragement or acknowledgement (dun even dare to hope for a praise), but NO. all i got was i-told-u-so and how i made the wrong choice in the 1st place and how i m not capable enough to handle such a job and how i dun have any brains to tink b4 i stepped in and dat i signed a stupid contract to enter this n blah.
i only have 1 reaction at that time, act cool and pretend to concentrate on my textbk. but i couldn't stand it anymore, so i stormed up to my rm and blogged.
it defintely wasnt the reaction i expected from them. so i was crushed. and disappointed. but i was too egoistic to show it. my decision in the past NOT to tell them or consult them anyting was right.
suddenly i wish the "jia-li-de-na-ge-lao-de" was ard.