Sunday, May 10, 2009,10:57 PM
i finally realised that tears can be a natural form of sleeping pills, after it makes u numb, u start to feel sleepy.
dats how i managed to slp for the past few days.
its non-toxic, and washes ur eyes too.
once asked myself if i did the right thing? will i regret wat i did?
i tink my ans is no.
if i had another choice, maybe i will do the same thing again.
parting is inevitable in my circle, its juz a matter of time.
incidentally, when i went downstairs to catch sum tv this afternoon, ch8 was showing a long ago hk drama called "7-yr itch"(direct translation from chi).
and there was a scene where by this actress was telling another actor abt her parents who divorced coz the dad found another woman, so the mum let him go and brought the daughter up herself. and the actress said, although it has been so many yrs, and the mum was the 1 who let the dad go, she still believes dat her mum still loves her dad alot. so the actor asked her how does she know? so she replied, "its in the coffee". den the actor held up his cup of coffee and started to inspect it, and printed on the coffee cup, were the words "love is to have, not to hold".
and i finally understood why i did what i did.
loving sum1 is not having the person by ur side everyday, but allowing him/her to be happy for the longest time possible.
"i love u. but i cant love u the way u wan me to. so i have to let u go."
